I am worried about the boyfriend joining the marines. He’s already signe up and more than likely going to be gone by March at the latest for training. He’s strong for sure and has an incredible sense of duty and honour; however, he’s so respectable and sweet I have a hard time seeing him as a marine. I don’t want him to be hurt or changed or unable to finish his dream. I also don’t want to be controlling and tell him to not go after his dream, like his dad did.
But my gut feeling about it is very bad. Not in the sense that Taylor and I will break up, that’s not happening. I mean that I feel terrible and I cannot quite define why. I feel as though it’s going to end terribly for him but that somehow isn’t quite the right way to describe this internal angst. It’s making me sad and sick to my stomach.
I dont want sex, i want the things that lead up to it. The slow kissing then the passionate kissing, then the pulling closer, the neck kisses, the grabbing, biting, heavy breathing, grinding, the pauses while you catch your breath, feeling each other. Oh my.
– (via weed-of-wisdom)
Music Major tucked away in the mountains.
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